Taking its toll

Not on me, on my Reibun. :( She can't sleep, she cries all the time because of pain and depression, I also just get this sad vibe from her. And the cutting has resumed. *Sigh* Cathy picked up the new kitten for her and brought it over and I guess she was really happy about it at first, but then she just looked at and started crying. She didn't hurt her or even put her down, but snuggled her tight and just cried. Cathy stayed a while but she had something she had to do here and I've been checking in on her every 15-30 minutes.

I know they say to not let people on the internet bother you, but these are people saying things about you. People calling you a racist and then others favoriting or retweeting it which just affirms that they think the same thing. It'll be deleted or unrecognizeable today. :(

Her last Tweets summed up this fucked up way of thinking and thin-skinned society we live in. Why not answer her question nicely? Why not discuss instead of accuse and attack? I know people are mad. I know there are racists and hate groups out there looking to disrupt, pick fights and hurt people. Her Tweet wasn't that.

I don't know why you care about humanity so much, Reibun. I lose faith in it more and more at 5:00 PM every day. That there are people like that scum on your blog in this world are proof that our society is gonna end up like Ancient Rome sooner or later. All great empires crumble eventually.

I'm not all bunnies and crazy min pins, I see what's going on in the world and I'm not fucking stupid. America loves to destroy people. Whether it be my beautiful wife by a bunch of ignornant Twits or a comedy legend like Bill Cosby.

I was raped twice, fucking violated. The first time by three girls in a shower who beat me and stuck objects and their fingers and fists in me vaginally and anally. I never reported it. My ex raped and tried to kill me and luckily I didn't have to report it because of how it worked out. A rape kit and testifying in court was almost as bad as the rape itself. If I was popular on some site or social media, do you know what kind of vile shit I'd read?

Anyway. Bill Cosby has helped kids, done all sorts of charity work and entertained millions upon millions of people and now he's brought down by a bunch of women who wanted him to help further their careers, came alone to hotel rooms, got "raped" and kept quiet for 30 years. One of these cases was in the 60's which would place it in a turbulant time for race relations. A black celebrity raping a white woman? Come on!

You're all full of shit, and I'm tired of people being torn down for sex and racism. Doesn't matter how much good they've done, doesn't matter that Rei was just asking a question, just hurt them for saying or doing the "wrong thing" and don't even look into who, why or how. Just pass judgement and be an asshole to someone that might end up being a good friend.

People are shit. I love Rei and Adrabun and the people in my life, but I really don't care what happens to the rest. I'd rather talk to Misa and Crumb than go on Twitter, honestly

Made this headband last night, I hope no one is offended by it.

Love you so very much, Reibun. ♥♥♥

"I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side" - Nine Inch Nails "The Fragile" 

We'll watch it burn together, babe. 

XOXO

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