Saturday, February 28, 2015

Taking a trip home!

It's still over a month away, but I have some vacation time coming up in April and I saw this as the perfect opportunity to go visit my parents and introduce them to Rei! I see them every Christmas and talk to them at least once a week, but I get homesick sometimes and this should do me some good.

I'm from a little town in Michigan called Bear Creek. I was actually born in and spent my first four years in Ann Arbor, but I don't really remember much about it. I lived in the same house for a good majority of my life, but we moved out of the sticks and into a development when I was 16. I never really cared for the development. Everything looks the same. When we first got there, there were a couple times where I almost went into the wrong house! lol

I wish I had some photos to show you, but I don't seem to have the memory card with my nature photos. :( I couldn't even really find anything online to show you. I'll take some when we go, it's a beautiful place.

Rei is very excited, but she's afraid my dad is gonna chase her around with a shotgun because she didn't get his permission before she asked me to marry her. lol That, and the fact that she has sex with me. :p

We'll be going on April 10th and we'll be home on the 18th. Don't worry, I'm sure we'll be online and stuff. My parents are very old (Mom = 67, Dad = 68) and they need their naps! lol

XOXO


Thursday, February 26, 2015

Feeling helpless. :(

I know there's nothing I can do but I just want Rei to be better! You should see the mess of medication on our coffee table. And it's not even her psych meds, just the stuff she's been given since she got out of the hospital.

I actually brought her home, made sure she got into bed and then went back out to get her prescriptions. Thankfully there weren't any narcotics this time, so they were all sent over the computer and ready when I got there. When I got back, I had to wake her up and give her more medication than I've probably been on in my lifetime. Then she started having a coughing fit again and her body is so sore from this, she clutched her rib/chest area and cried... :(

Thankfully, she's calmed down and is sleeping again. Its just sort of become second nature to snuggle up to her when I go to sleep, but she's clammy and sweating so often that she shakes me off. She does get close when she's cold, and I'm more than happy to keep her warm. :) Don't worry, there's been no sex of any kind. Cuddling, hugging and the occasional peck has been about it. She did stick her hand up my nighty last night, though. lol

And in typical Rei fashion, she had an "accidental" johnny malfunction while getting her chest x-ray. Apparently it just slipped off and the technician saw her boobs. I told her they see it every day, but apparently they hadn't seen HERS, so, yeah. Those belong to me!!! lol

Get better, sweetie! Took tomorrow off so I could take care of you! <3 XOXO

Earrings a plenty!

Just wanted to show off these earrings. Not as busy as yesterday, but still got a bit to do. There's always room for selfies!





Hope you like! Happy Pre-Friday! XOXO

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

The Lunch Hour 2/25/15

Wolfed down a ham and cheese sandwich with mustard, small bag of chips and a chocolate chip cookie bar in about 10 minutes. Girl's gotta eat! So busy today! I've been placing orders for everything from office supplies, to fabrics and even a several thousand dollar sewing machine. Yeah, it's tempting to buy things for myself on the company account. lol Top that off with some woman coming in here with a whole bridal party (Super Sized! Did I say that?) and its been complete chaos. I felt bad making Kevin (my mangirlfriend UPS guy) wait forever while I was organizing a bill for the herd. Why do they try to haggle with me? I don't set the rates. Ugh.

Took a quick selfie before I logged in and a pic of my latest nail design. I did the design last night. No time to play nail polish today.





And a little "get well" for Rei...


The big lump behind me is her. lol She'd just gone to sleep before I took this. Feel better, gorgeous! <3 

Time for some music while I start preparing crap for the accountant. Fun, fun! -____- 

XO






While I've got a minute

I just wanted to let you guys know that Rei is just getting worse with this sickness. She was up all night and when I got up, she gave me a kiss and tried to say good morning. Yep, her voice is gone for the most part. She can get out a faint word or two, but then it just drops off. I made her an appointment with her doctor, but they couldn't get her in until Monday morning. I have a feeling that we'll be at the ER before that. I hate being here while she's like this.

Her legs are getting really bad, too. I know she made the comments about her shift in style, but what she didn't say is that she wears pants that don't cling most of the time. If she does wear a skirt or dress, it's always well below the knee. The deformation is worse, from what I understand. I haven't seen a ton of photos from before I met her (probably because she doesn't take them) but I'll take her word for it. You're beautiful how you are, honey. I'll do whatever needs to be done to make you comfortable and happy. Seeing you sick and in so much pain breaks my heart... :(

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

THIS!!!



Rei said that she's not sure if she ever modelled this online. She just gave me this gorgeous creation of hers and I HAD to try it on and model it! God, it is so pretty! I love it and will wear it for something special. Excuse me while I go give her many smooches! <3

Eyes for you!

I know Rei has shared something similar before and I've had these for quite some time, so I didn't steal the idea! :p









Rei doesn't know I have them. I hope she and all of you like! I work with some really awesome people, too! They threw me a little party this morning! :) Lots of hugs and congratulations, and Cathy had everyone bake me something last night! <3 Sorry, no Lunch Hour today. Going out with everyone. I'll be coming home fat, Rei! lol

Monday, February 23, 2015

How it happened

Ok, I've told everyone that I felt should know and that would understand. Cathy is now calling me her short stuff baby girl in-law. She's been calling me short stuff since about two days after we started working together. I'm not entirely fond of it. My parents aren't thrilled about it, but they do want me to be happy and they were a little more warm to the idea after I blabbed on about how great Rei is to me. Brianne is thrilled, too!

K, here's the rundown on the way it transpired. I knocked at the door and Rei opened it, grabbed me and slammed the door. Then she pushed me up against the door and my god, I have never been taken like that! In the short time we've been together, our sex has been passionate, but this was times ten! And she's sick! I don't know what the hell kind of shape I'd be in had she been 100%! Once I caught my breath, I went at her and I hope I was as good to her as she was to me!

She needed her meds when we were finished and then we just sort of chilled out and talked, gave each other little kisses and then she got up close to me and kissed my neck and stroked my hair. She said "Stay with me forever, Lace" and kissed my lips. I knew what she was saying, but I was like "Huh? I'm not going anywhere, honey." "I know. But I want you to marry me." I nearly dropped the fuck dead! "Really!?" She stroked my hair again, kissed me and nodded. I told her that I loved her and I would like nothing more. <3

We fed each other dinner and dessert and then I just looked at her lovingly while we cuddled and watched her fall asleep. My beautiful bride to be... <3

No Purchase Necessary

I don't need gold and jewels, I just need you to be in my life forever, darling Rachael. That is why I said yes to you. 

Yes, that is exactly what it looks like. Think I'll go quietly fangirl in the bathroom so I don't wake her. I've only done it twice in the last hour! XOXO <3

The Lunch Hour

I figured I'd start making this a daily thing. :) Had a yummy grilled chicken salad and a flavored Aquafina for lunch. I try to be good with the dressing, but I probably go overboard more often than not. lol Janice (the owner) brought peanut butter cookies in this morning and I keep sneaking off to the break room to take another. I think I've had 5 and I've got another half-eaten one calling my name. It'll all go to my boobs or my ass, which should make a special lady I know happy. :p

Wore my blue Batman dress today. It's snug and kinda light, so I wore a pair of Rei's leggings under it when I came in this morning. Also wore my gold necklace that has bones dangling from it. Selfie time!












My second moms here really like it! I've even gotten a couple compliments from some customers! <3 I hope you guys like too! 

Ok, so Rei should be on her way home or will be shortly. She was having a good old time posting, leaving comments and working on her blog in the middle of the night and early AM. She said some really sweet and beautiful things about me and it made me cry as well as turned me on. Hardcore.






Took that before I got dressed this morning. It's my favorite nighty and yes, I sometimes sleep with stockings and garters on. I know, I need therapy. Anyway, it is quite sheer and she likes it. One more thing before they get back...







Rei, under this uber geeky dress is some combination of these bras and panties from my last lingerie binge. I know you like when I tease you, so I figured what the hell. Get that big sexy brain working and channel your inner Scooby Doo and try to figure it out. Bet you can't... You won't find any hints on the dress either. The bras are seamless and most of the stuff I wear is snug and I despise pantylines... Good luck! XOXOXO <3

Oh woe is me... It's Monday again.

Just when you were getting relaxed from the previous week, the weekend is over and it's back to the daily grind. I have to open this place every morning and get everything ready for the day. When I got here this morning, the goddamn lock had about an inch of ice on it! Great way to start the week, let me tell you! It has been so cold these past few weeks, especially in the morning. I dress warmly, but outside of having a bodysuit made of whale blubber, you're going to freeze your ass off.

I don't bring any hot liquids to work because we get really delicious coffee here, so I ran to Dunkin Donuts and got two large hot coffees to hopefully melt the ice and a medium for myself because I needed to warm up. Got a big coffee roll, too! I went back and slowly poured the coffee on the ice and it worked, sort of... I stuck the key in and it was frozen INSIDE too! I have a tiny voice and I don't yell often, but I let out the biggest "FUCK YOOOUUUU!!!!" ever. My car doors have this problem sometimes, so luckily I had lock deicer and I finally got in. The lady that works at the dental office next door actually heard me yell and came to check on me! Oops.

Gotta get back to work, almost lunchtime! Yay!

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Lacey goes grocery shopping.

I don't do a lot of shopping in stores or malls. I get insanely nervous around lots of people, especially men. Most of the things I buy, I get online. When I DO go shopping in public, I usually like to have someone with me. If I frequent a store enough and I get to know the people who work there a bit, I can handle going alone. (Most of the Gamestops in this area of the state know me by name!)

With Rei not feeling well, there's no way I could ask her to go with me and I was in the mood for something snacky. Plus, I wanted to get some things for her so she can eat while I'm at work if she wants. I drove to Stop & Shop and it wasn't that busy, which was relieving. Most of the time I'm in grocery stores, most of the shoppers are female so that's also a plus.

Believe it or not, I handled this extremely well. I didn't feel like people were staring or wanted to hurt me. I got lots of goodies, payed for my things and wheeled my cart out to my car. I started putting things in the trunk and then an employee collecting carts came along and offered to help while I was struggling with a 24 pack of bottled water on the bottom of the cart. I shut down... All he was trying to do was help and I acted like he didn't exist. He asked if I was ok and I just nodded and managed to squeak out "I've got it, thanks." He probably didn't even hear me.


I'm gonna tell you why I'm like this. The only one that knows the whole story is Rei, and I can't keep carrying this around.

I've been with two people in my life. Rei and my ex-boyfriend who, at one point, was the only one I thought I'd ever be with. I'd known him since I was 10, considered him a good friend. Then we started hanging out more when I was 15 and it became romantic. I was with him for over 4 years and it wasn't perfect, but I was reasonably happy.

When I was 19, I was getting my Microsoft certification and Software Applications Specialist degree and he'd been talking about having a family. I just wanted to finish school, but he talked me into (almost, thankfully) giving it up and having a baby. We tried all the time and he started getting frustrated that it wasn't happening. He even accused me of taking birth control drugs behind his back. I ended up going to see my doctor and found out that I couldn't have babies. It depressed the hell out of me and I waited a few days before I told him. He wasn't supportive in the least. One night it came to a head. I was at his place in bed reading and he had a friend over watching TV with him. He'd been drinking and smoking weed and he came in the room and just looked at me in disgust. He came over to me and told me I was a barren waste of life... I didn't know what to say. He told me he didn't want me and that nobody would when they found out I couldn't bear them children. I've never been so hurt by words, I just got out of the bed and slapped him. He grabbed me, threw me on the floor and started raping me and berating me, spitting on me and when he was done, he put his hands around my throat and squeezed as hard as he could. Somehow, I broke away long enough to scream and I knocked a lamp over which alerted his friend who was able to pull him off. I dialed 911 and he was arrested and later sentenced to 7 years.

So, yeah...

Gifts from the domestic Goddess!

K, so I've taken up far too much of her time trying this stuff on and getting the pics the way I wanted them. I really don't think she minds, but I should probably have waited. Skirt is made by my new mom, Cathy and Rei helped find the stockings. I am in LOVE with these garters, too! Enjoy!












Thank you SO much, Cathy! <3 Off to see Rei! And yep, will be wearing this stuff! :)




Some Rei Awesomeness!


This is Rei's super cute coffee cup. She's got quite a few, but this is what she's been using lately. Took this this morning after I put my own coffee in it. <3






Rei's present nails. 


:)








You are absolutely, without a doubt the most beautiful woman alive. <3


Hope she doesn't mind me posting that! *Hides*




Rei update!

Morning! I just got off the phone with Rei and I wanted to let you know that it is mostly good news! I'm just gonna get the not so good news out of the way first. Her "virus" ended up being bronchitis. I guess she was coughing like crazy last night and they listened to her lungs and got pretty worried. They gave her a chest x-ray and diagnosed it. She'll be fine. They're giving her cough medicine with codeine, so she's in happy land! Haha. She's getting potassium, antibiotics, and they've been giving her Valium (to help her sleep) and Percocet for her back.

Even though she was drugged to the hilt, she was her usual funny self; Asking me what I was wearing and she said that she saw all the nasty things I did last night (I didn't!!!) on her hidden cameras. I told her that I'd chatted with Adra last night and that she was worried and I passed along her kind words. Rei was very happy and said to tell you that she loves you. Then she asked if we were sexting and could she please see a transcript... lol

She started to get sleepy again and I blew a kiss into the phone and let her doze off. I was texting with Cathy for a few minutes and she said she went out to get herself a coffee this morning and it was terrible outside. I think it's raining now, but it looks messy and she's gonna try to get over here but wouldn't promise anything. I really wanna see her, but there's no sense in putting more people in the hospital. It's wait and see as of right now.

Saturday, February 21, 2015

This will have to wait until you're better, sweetheart. But I'm wearing it and thinking of you.


Missing you every second you're not holding me... 

*Panicking!* Rei is in the hospital!!! Thank god for Brianne!

I can't help but feel responsible for this! If she wasn't helping me move my crap, maybe it wouldn't have happened. Even though she herself told me that she'd already been feeling worse than she'd been letting on, I can't shake the guilt.

Rei was helping me bring some more of my things up here. My sister, Brianne, had gathered what she could from the house and was nice enough to bring it over. We got the first load in without a problem, but then we were coming down the stairs and once she reached the bottom, Rei just stood there, held her head a moment and fell in the snow! I've never been so horrified! Luckily, Brianne was right behind us. She is an ICU nurse and she's amazing at what she does. She jumped into action and checked her pulse and she was alive. She wasn't very coherent, though. Her eyes were glassy and half shut and she was sorta just moaning and groaning.

The manager here was on today and he likes Rei and helps her out when he can. He called 911 and my sister and I got her out of the snow and gave her our coats. Of course it had to start snowing during all of this. And if that wasn't bad enough, it's freezing outside and the wind is awful.

I had tears running down my face and just wanted her to be ok! It only took a few minutes for the ambulance to arrive, but it seemed like forever. They got her off the ground and on to a stretcher and they had a bunch of warm blankets for her. Brianne was on her way to work, so she had her credentials with her and they let her help. Before they took off, she gave me her car keys and told me to meet them there. I ran up here with the rest of my stuff, threw it all on the floor and grabbed my purse.

My sister doesn't work at Brockton Hospital, but she was still there talking to the doctor that was treating Rei. She ran up and told me she wasn't injured and it didn't appear to be anything serious. Her blood pressure was low and she had a low body temp from being in the cold, though. I told him everything I'd seen. That she hadn't slept much and hadn't been feeling well today. He wrote some things down and said they'd run some tests.

Somebody there called Cathy, I was too emotional to do it... :( She was far more composed than I was and she gave me a big hug. I'm sure you know how hospitals are. Tests take forever and it is hell on your nerves. When they did come back, it showed that Rei is dehydrated and that she DID NOT have any drugs in her other than what she's supposed to have. She also has minor kidney damage and her potassium was pretty low. The kidney damage is not life threatening, it's just from all the years of drugs and medication.

She came to, but she'd been given a bunch of meds and was very groggy. Even in this state, she was cracking jokes. "You're on your own tonight, sweetie." She told me what the doctor had, but that they'd told her her body was exhausted and she had a touch of a virus. I wanted to stay, but Cathy said no and wanted to take me home. She said she was just gonna sleep and that she'd stay tonight and that we'd see about tomorrow. I went with it and she gave me an anxiety pill and told me to go eat and relax.

I have the phone here, if you wanna talk, Adra. I just found out that it's probably gonna be Monday when they send her home. If it's safe and she's awake, I'm gonna go over and have her text you. Hopefully this pill will help.

Random pictures!


Right ear piercings.


Today's ensemble! Rei shrieked in glee when she saw it! She shouldn't, she's got a cold!





Temporary bat tattoo and garters.




Rei is a naughty girl! I didn't even know she took this! Oh well, you can't see much and I really like the stockings! 



<3 I drew on it! Haha!


Shoes!


Alice Tights! For Adra!


I have too much free time!

I carry two bags to work with me. One is my regular purse that contains things for pretty much any and every situation that one could find themselves in. The other is beauty products, namely, nail supplies. I can't have just one bottle. Nope. Not even happy with ten. I don't carry weapons, but I'm willing to bet that if someone were to try to hurt me, their day would really end up sucking if they got hit with it.

These are not stickers, it's all done by hand. And of course both hands match! Duh! Haha! Hope you like!!

Friday, February 20, 2015

Shhhh!!!!

Hid in the bathroom and took these after I got home. She's changing now and by the time she sees these, it'll probably all be on the floor anyway. ;)


No business *Swirls in chair*

Today has been so boring! There have been three people in here today. Three! The gay UPS guy, AKA my other girlfriend, a woman picking something up and someone here for a fitting. Other than that, I've gotten all caught up on everything that I'd fallen behind on because of the snow and played a lot of Solitaire and Minesweeper. Cathy (Rei's mom) took me out for lunch and it felt different now that I'm with her daughter. Not in a bad way, I actually felt closer to her. :) Selfie for today: