Fuck You, Brianne

I bet that if she saw this photo, she'd smile. Why? Because it is me after being hurt by her yet again. I don't even know why I'm expending energy on her, she's not worth it. If she reads here, it's most likely only so she and her husband or friends can laugh at me. 

I'm sorry for ruining your life by coming into the world. That my presence on this planet brings out so much hate in anyone, let alone my own sister, really makes me wish that I'd not been born at all sometimes. I can't do anything about that, nor will I cause my wife, friends or family the pain of "hanging myself with a bunny scarf." 

You are a disgusting, vile person in every way that a person can be. But you hide it so well, or at least you used to. You had everyone fooled into thinking that you were some great big sister to me. You even fooled me.

Maybe I was desperate for love. Maybe I just wanted to believe that you'd changed after one of your mean spells. And I did, every fucking time. Maybe I'm just stupid and naive. You'd be the sister I wanted and hoped for for a few days, maybe even a month, then you and your friends or one of your fucks of the day would lock a scared little girl in a dark basement.

Why did you let me come here to stay with you if you hate me so much? Because you wanted to hurt me up close again? Why not leave me in Michigan and pray that he escapes prison to come finish me off? I was living in fear, hiding inside for 3 months. That wasn't satiating enough?

But thank you, Brianne. Yes. Thank you for bringing me here. Because the couple extra years of bullshit finally payed off and I met the woman of my dreams and am finally happy. I have a great best friend who loves and supports me thanks to her, too, and they're both better sisters to me than you ever were. Everything you continue to do to hurt me just makes the love come out more and more.

You need help, Brianne, you're sick. I don't know what exactly is wrong with you, but I don't care anymore. You're just gonna keep lying to yourself and putting up your fake front for the world. Have a nice life, sis. Actually, no. Fuck off and die!