The pros and cons of Brianne.

My sister unexpectedly dropped by this morning. She hasn't seen me in a bit and wanted to see how everything was going. Rei was still asleep on the sofa bed (I need the TV to sleep.) and I had to cover her up a bit before I opened the door. lol She brought coffee and breakfast sandwiches and we went into the kitchen to talk and catch up.

My sister and I have never fully gotten along and we see eye to eye on very little. She was 15 when I was born and I think I might have cramped her style with her friends and boyfriends. Actually, I know I did. She'd have her female friends over and they'd be more interested in the baby than her. And what guy wants to listen to a crying infant while he's putting the moves on his girlfriend?

That said, Brianne has played an enormous part in shaping my life. My parents literally ARE senior citizens and they don't fully understand the world we live in. Even when she was away at school and when she came here to work, she'd IM, video chat or email with me every chance she got and I could ask her anything. Had it not been for her opening her home to me, I'd still be hiding in my room back home.

Still, she's very temperamental. Part of it is because of her job. She's an ICU nurse and there have been many times where she's at work for two or three days. She has to go to therapy twice a week because of some of the things she sees and because a lot of people die around her. I don't know how any of that is my fault, but I was getting yelled at for a lot of trivial things while living with her.

She's married and it's happy, most of the time. When I first came here, her husband was very attracted to me. I caught him staring a lot and apparently, she did, too. I overheard her threatening to castrate him one night if he didn't stop. There was also a fight they had where I heard her say something about finding pictures of me, too. I didn't wanna know and I've never mentioned it to either of them.

Anyway, this visit from her did more to strengthen me viewing her in a negative light. She and her husband have a new rental home and she wants me to go back to living with her. Thing is, Rei can't come. She doesn't like the fact that I'm engaged to and sleeping with a female. She's opposed to the age difference, too. When I turned her down, she told me that the offer would remain open and that I would be welcome when it didn't work out or I grew out of it. I got off the subject and moved onto other things, but I really couldn't wait for her to leave. Fuck you, Brianne.