"Lunch, lunch, lunch!" The immortal words of Beldar Conehead!

I didn't bring anything today and I wasn't even gonna eat, but Janice went and got me an enormous cheeseburger and fries! I ate half of the burger and a few fries and I'm stuffed! Haha! Doggy bag for Rei! :p She's having a... liquid lunch. She's a little depressed today. :(  I'm not too, too busy today, so I can check on her periodically.

I don't know if I'll have time to comment on her post about our age difference, so I'll just put it here. I love being with her and that she's older and wiser than I am. Most of my life, I've liked being around older people. I love to learn, especially when it's from someone's life experience and not a book or TV show.

I also wanna share a little more from my personal life. I felt attracted to women before men. On a physical, personal and emotional level, I just felt something more. Obviously, I fell for a guy and I hid it from him and that just intensified the feelings. After that mess, I just wanted to be with a girl but didn't know how to go about it.

I made a few female friends when I came here and I did feel especially attracted to one. I never did anything with her or even told her how I felt. I was at her house one night and she got drunk (She brought me there) and passed out. I ended up watching TV and found some softcore on Cinemax and, well, yeah... lol She woke up and caught me and it was a girl/girl scene and her homophobia kicked into overdrive. She made me walk home and then spread rumors and lies about me to my other friends and that was that. :/

Anyway. I need to get back to work. Got time for a picture, though! :)

I love this dress! Victorian ladies with umbrellas and it's dotted with little umbrella prints! The placing of the ladies is just a little suspect, but whatever.

Hope you're well and having a nice day! :)

XOXO