Feeling helpless. :(

I know there's nothing I can do but I just want Rei to be better! You should see the mess of medication on our coffee table. And it's not even her psych meds, just the stuff she's been given since she got out of the hospital.

I actually brought her home, made sure she got into bed and then went back out to get her prescriptions. Thankfully there weren't any narcotics this time, so they were all sent over the computer and ready when I got there. When I got back, I had to wake her up and give her more medication than I've probably been on in my lifetime. Then she started having a coughing fit again and her body is so sore from this, she clutched her rib/chest area and cried... :(

Thankfully, she's calmed down and is sleeping again. Its just sort of become second nature to snuggle up to her when I go to sleep, but she's clammy and sweating so often that she shakes me off. She does get close when she's cold, and I'm more than happy to keep her warm. :) Don't worry, there's been no sex of any kind. Cuddling, hugging and the occasional peck has been about it. She did stick her hand up my nighty last night, though. lol

And in typical Rei fashion, she had an "accidental" johnny malfunction while getting her chest x-ray. Apparently it just slipped off and the technician saw her boobs. I told her they see it every day, but apparently they hadn't seen HERS, so, yeah. Those belong to me!!! lol

Get better, sweetie! Took tomorrow off so I could take care of you! <3 XOXO